Hello. As of about a half hour ago. I got re invested in the website Bandcamp.

• "Bandcamp is an online record store and music community where passionate fans discover, connect with, and directly support the artists they love"

While you can charge for your audio, as of now (and probably will stay that way).

I made the downloads free. with FLAC audio codec.

All this is, is im uploading my audio to additional website, for recognition. hopefully.

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As for me. Why have I been doing this instead of some more audio tracks? Surly I've thought of some ideas. Something better has to be coming out right?

No, actually I have not. a week or so after my recent audio, I lost my former job in August last year (2023)

I dropped everything after, all hobbies, and most activities etc. to file for, and just search for another job.

Unfortunately, I have not been able to find anything that enables me to sustain myself, everything was part time. I could even find one place to work to begin with anyhow.

Becuase i got fired, (wrongfully fired you should know), for a Dollar General. I swaer they are all the same, just endless exploitation. So, I tried, and applied for Unemployment. It wasn't the best, but it got me going for a while.

But things got worse, Because big corps are... well, greedy big corps. Unemployment one day stopped paying me despite me efforts, tabs, notes, and documentations of job searches, and searchings Ive been doing. No notice, no email. I questioned them on why they cut me off via email but nothing. The time came. for the month of November, and December. I've been having my family helping me move and set dates up for when they have days off their work schedule to assist me. Its been a long process for me. All my savings gone, cause i had to pay my bills and apartment with no more income to back me up. It still makes me angry to think about it.

I don't have any car, or mater vehicle i forgot to add. I have my permit. but that's about it. I've never driven on the road before. It makes me nervous.

As of now, Im gonna be moving the last few things of mine to this new place i'll be staying in, till I find a job that actually wants someone to work for them, and not just seemingly have a help wanted sign up for shits and giggles!

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anyway, I'm starting to settle in this new place slightly. However I've been getting depressed and unmotivated to do anything. I don't even wanna play video games half the time!

Searching, applying, calling, emailing, and bugging the living hell out of job listings, hoping to find another job.

At least I have family to fall back on.

hopefully you do too. i don't wish this hell on anyone.

Take my advice, keep family and friends close. No matter how annoying they can be sometimes. They'll usually always be there for you.